23 March 2013

to be noted. :D
pic taken from G+ (sorry, I forgot from whose account)

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13 March 2013

I got this track played in my winamp, and suddenly a good old memory came across my mind. kinda remind me of an old friend, someone I used to chat with. I didn't have many chances to get to know him that close, but it was okay. I remembered he recommended me this song to listen to during my hardship. it worked. it still does. I guess, this song will be my arousing again. I'm so ready to face my new life now, new people, colleagues, new job, etc. 

Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best,
You've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now

Don't let yourself down
Don't let yourself go
Your last chance has arrived 

- Butterflies And Hurricane by Muse
:)
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02 March 2013

I'm in the phase where I find it's quite hard on becoming a human being. albeit, I know for sure it's even harder if I were some other creature (let's hope not). to me, the most mysterious place ever, is the human's heart. even the heart's owner could be so flummoxed about what exactly she/he feels. because, you know it's like playing a seesaw. you need to keep the balance in order to not make one side suffers the weight alone.

hmmpph.. okay, let me picture this, you engage in a situation where you know there will be any possibilities if you'll get disappointed, or you'll be extremely happy upon it. but, you don't know yet, thus you prepare the heart to adjust the feeling for whatever that may come. of course, you don't want to feel so miserably upset, yet you don't want to let the euphoria controls you over. you just cannot even define what this feeling is named. isn't it bewildering?

but, aside from what I said above, I feel grateful for still having some emotions, feelings, or whatever this is that confused me, otherwise I'm might be called a soulless body (?)
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